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I have been having those terrible nightmares wherein I know I am not asleep at all because I know what's going on around me but the thing is, I can't move my body or push myself to wake up.
I suffer from this once in a while since I was young but I can't really remember when I had these types of nightmares with an addition of a black presence in it. Of course I can't really see the image of this dark man but I can feel his presence and feel what he's doing to me.
I always fear night time as I don't know when this entity would visit me. What's so scary about it is the fact that I could really feel him. One time, I remember it was my birthday; I fell asleep around 2 in the afternoon at my parent's room. Well, I heard the door open and I thought I wasn't asleep at all but just resting. I thought my sister came in through the door but much to my surprise, I was actually half asleep and I could not move my body.
I was so scared that time and as I expected, this black entity was inside the room with me. I could never ever forget that encounter as that's the worst experience I've had with him. I felt him in me... having sex with me. I felt like crying but my chest was so heavy and I could feel him on top of me. I couldn't move, I prayed hard to get rid of him but couldn't.
Worse, I felt his head on my face. I felt his hairy face rub through my left cheek and I heard his heavy breathing on my left ear. It felt so real, it's like this black entity was a real person that was molesting me as he paralyzed me with some drug. That went on for like forever and I felt so helpless. I really thought it was the end of me.
I've heard of so many stories wherein people die during sleep. I thought I would be one of them already and sadly on my birthday too. Thankfully I managed to wake up and when I did, I was so exhausted. Unfortunately, that was not the last of my experience with this incubus. It visited me numerous times already and it doesn't matter as to where I was and what time of the day or the night it was actually. It visited me when I was miles away from home. It visited me in the morning, in the late hours of the night or after I have prayed.
It still haunts me up to this very day but I learn how to prevent it now. I was told that I should light 1 small candle beside my bed every night before I sleep and say a prayer. I've been doing it for months now and so far, no incubus visit yet.
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